Saturday, June 07, 2008
{ 6:01 AM }
sometimes i feel i dont belong there. i'm more of some kind of loser than a person who can work properly. or maybe i think too much. why do i always think so much. isnt it better this way? i like it like that. i hope to use this privilege that people has given me to concentrate on my own things and do it well. but this made me feel that i'm useless. do you think i am? maybe..but even if nobody gives me an opportunity to make the best out of myself, i will in the end. ha. maybe i wont afterall..this is just my wishful thinking. ah! no! theodora, you cannot think that way. you must zhen4 zuo4 qi3 lai2!!!! jia you, you can do it!!!!